Do you even care?

Yes, do you care? Do you even think of me, like I'm thinking of you while I'm typing/making this post. I don't know, but I'd like to say that I'm fucking affected. This is not easy, you know. And it seems to be as easy as a eating a pie for you. I hate it but I think I will have to like it too.

I don't know how will I react or do with what you're doing & not doing now. Are you really ignoring me and all that? Just one snap, and I'm fucking out of your system? What the hell dude. 


Wait! Why am I feeling this way? Aren't I supposed to be happy with this? Dude, why? Why is it so hard? I thought this will be very easy for me. Yes, it is (kinda!). I still have other people to talk to. So I'm not usually left alone. I just can't forget you and what we've been through in just one sec. I hope I can. So I won't be babbling about this here next time. 


But for now, this is on my mind:

Do you think of me too? If I'm happy or sad? If I'm missing you. Or do you miss me back? I hope you're happy now. Now that I'm out of your life. 
I just can't say how much you've hurt me. But I'm happy for you too. I'm still happy I can be stress free at times. Not thinking about you, us. 

I can answer this, but not now. Goodbye!