Over the summer, I've been searching here and there for a job that can/will help me to gain experience and earn money. Learn how to work harder for my needs & most especially my wants. I don't want to be a bum. I want to help myself and my mom to lessen the expenses. We are not that rich. I want to go home with Mcdo Burger & Fries for my siblings. Treat them and bond with them. I also want to buy something for my mom with my self-earned money. I have planned everything. How will I use my money, how will I open a bank account for my savings. How will I manage my time, or how if I would like to continue working after summer. Everything.
I sent a lot of emails with my resume. Any work that I think and believe can do. Almost a hundred emails, job offerings. I never lose hope. I stayed positive for a while. But as time goes by, I really am losing hope bit by bit. No one hires me. If only I could just say "Please, I really need/want this", to managers and HR personnel. If I could just lift up myself to them.
First month of schooling already passed. But up to now, I never got a job. How I wish I could. I don't know how to look at this. Is working not just for me? Do I have to focus on my studies for now? Or is it me? Am I not worth hiring?
For now, I don't want to think of any negative thoughts. I am just hoping that in the future, I'll find a job for myself. A job that I will love and enjoy. A job that needs me and of course a job I want. God, please be good. I love you! Thanks.
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If the time is right, you'll get that job you're praying for. For now, focus on what you have.:) Study ka muna.:D
ReplyDelete@Corinth: Aaaw. :"> Yes, I always talk to Him. I told Him that if that particular job was not for me, I'd accept it. And I'm willing to wait. ♥
ReplyDeleteYes I will! Thanks Corinth! ☺